HAH
Who am I kidding when I say I'm over you
Every time I think I am
All that needs to happen is for your name to pop-up on Facebook
Then I'm back into that black, infinite hole again
Guess I have to remake my ladder,
From that coarse rope, I tie knots
With a heavy heart, I slowly crawl up again
Not knowing when it'll end
Or when I'll see the light at the end of the tunnel
You being happy with her
It pains me that it isn't me by your side
Looking right at your smile
Listening to your crazy jokes
I'm miles away from where you are
I've never changed...I've always been here
But there you go, step by step
You move forwards
While I remain here...in the dark
I get distracted by rainbows and butterflies
All the beautiful creations of life
I forget you momentarily
But soon I relapse
You know how your heart mends itself
If given the time
Mine mends itself
but breaks itself again
Mends and then breaks
I thought I got my heart back
But I realize I've only got the case
It's empty and hollow
The rest seems to still be with you
When can I get closure?
When can I finally forget?
When can I remember back without heartbreak?
The main question I want answered is:
When will you be back?