I cannot imagine how some people are so excited to leave home

I feel so lifeless
After all the nonsense and jokes and arguments and nags are gone
I miss all these things

I miss the days I slouched around home like a zombie
Complaining that I'm bored

My dearest Brother comes to the rescue!!
With his sarcastic jokes and dramatic stories
He's like my personal Cheer-Upper
Updating me with K-pop news and reminding me of drama time slots
Acting dumb with me at the oddest times

I miss my Mom who nags me for lazing around so much
But she joins me in my dramas
Laughs with me during those funny moments
and Sighs with me when the female lead acts stupidly


I miss my Dad who stares at me for eating in front of the TV
His voice nagging me for not reading the daily newspapers
His teachings about financial policies
His answers to my every busybody question

I miss my Auntie who claims I cannot cook to save my life
but secretly enjoys my cooking
I miss my Uncle who grumbles every time he has to do the dishes
but whistles happily when he does it

I miss my Friends who kidnap me once in a while
Our money-conscientious outings...
Choosing which place to eat was challenging
But the Gossips took care of everything else XD

I miss the Hill in front of my house~
The closest resemblance of a Hill I can see from my window
IS
A Bridge
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OH HELL I MISS EVERY DAMN THING FROM HOME!! D:

♥ 12:49 AM

I'm feeling OFF lately...

It's this feeling like I'm constantly worrying over something

Biting my nails...driving my conscience mad with nonsensical questions

My thoughts are so messed up that my thinking process is lagging

The only time this stops happening is when I'm sleeping or when I'm reading

I spend the rest of the day wrinkling my forehead and frowning for no freaking reason

I find it hard to even carry a long conversation...my thoughts wander away...seriously!!

THIS...whatever THIS is...Must Stop!!

Don't ask me why I'm like that because I'm trying to find out why myself

Ah Moon says it's because of the full moon..LOL

So I'll transform into an emo wolfgirl @.@

♥ 9:01 PM

i just have to get this out of my system...
so no colours today...

i still feel lame for obsessing over this question for so god damn long but...

-ize and -ise spellings....one is British and the other is American

my lecturer asked us one fine day..."What's the difference between the British English and American English?"

I remembered that -ize IS British and -ise is American...but I was told otherwise
so being the lameee over-obsessive-about-the-validity-of-stuff person that I lamely am
I just haaaad to do some research on this...

turns out~~~ -ize IS British...but so is -ise
-ize is mainly used by the Oxford English Dictionary...
which explains why amlost everything there is -ize
they use -ize because of the original Greek usage of -izo...
Cambridge, however, uses -ise all the time

-ize is also used in the Webster dictionary (it's American) so some people may think that the use of -ize is actually American...

if we use -ize in spelling..it isn't wrong but we have to be careful as some words do not end with -ize but with -ise... eg. Comprise, Enterprise....

BUT~ if we standardize the usage to -ise...it's easier because you don't have to think whether it's right or wrong...it's always right!!


huhu~~ i still like -ize better though...yessss. I'm that old-fashioned!


exam tomorrow...cross my fingers!

♥ 12:23 AM