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...heart beat...
it's me.

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HELLOO!! I'm Amanda~
Born on 23rd Feb.
ICE CREAM & BOOKS FTW!

strike out.

I want happiness
I want to see the world

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  • Janice -Octopie/Rude Ass-
  • Jo Rene -Mrs Ryeo Wook-
  • Wyn Nie -Lui Bin-
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    Saturday, February 28, 2009

    HAPPY BIRTHDAY YVETTE TAN!!!!



    Hey Hey! It's Your Birthday~
    Your 18th Birthday!
    I'm hoping that you won't spend your birthday
    Partying the night away
    Coz I will certainly say
    Ei! I know it's your birthday


    HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY LAU BOO!!!
    Love u~~ XD

    From : Your illegitimate daughter




    12:26 AM


    Thursday, February 26, 2009

    Due to complaints from YVETTE TAN~

    I shall now update my blog

    Guess why did she complain??


    Because my birthday is lonnnnnnnggggg over

    and the newest post is about my Bday celebration XD

    I am now enjoying Vono's Corn Soup
    Only 1 packet left...I must cherish it until this weekend =D
    Who was it that Vono's soup very wateryyyyy???
    It's actually thicker than Campbell's *according to my bancuh-ing techniques*

    I'm being covered, buried, suffocated
    under the great big pile of
    GROUP ASSIGNMENTS!
    damn irritating...
    there's 2 for Maths
    1 ongoing for Moral
    1 forever-ongoing for Culture&Ideas

    out of all of them...the Moral is the LARGEST thorn in my flesh (duri dalam daging) XD
    i hope it ends sooonnnn
    PLEASE!!
    then i can be happy every week without worrying about money that will not be mine =X
    let the carnival day come sooooooooooooooooooooooooooon
    *fervently prays*

    p/s : I bought 1 family love (Coming Out) and 1 romance book (Rivals For The Crown) for myself. I can't wait to devour them this weekend....provided my Maths thingy finishes =(

    Bye for now.....I'm Still Smiling =)


    1:02 AM


    Monday, February 23, 2009

    IT IS MY BIRTHDAY!! ending ade la~ i know i know


    This year's birthday is byyyy FARRRRRRR the BEST one yet! XD

    comparing with the one in McD when I was 8

    Joyous fun man!

    I wasn't expecting much from my new friends


    they really surprised me!!


    My old buddies lived up to my expectations XD


    You people are IRREPLACEABLE!


    Sayang all you humans la! <3


    I AM 18!


    Now that it's past 12 am
    it is MY ROOMIE'S BIRTHDAY!!!
    yes yes! she's born one day after me but one year before XD
    24th of Feb baby~!
    her phone's ringing non-stop now

    THANK YOU GUYS N GALS AGAIN FOR AN UNFORGETTABLE BIRTHDAY! =)

    I think this'll keep me smiling the whole week XD



    12:01 AM


    Friday, February 20, 2009

    there's no real red sunset here
    nothing to do with sunsets actually
    but more of the colour RED

    i wore it today *cackles!*
    my friends PPK me...they wore BLACK
    GRRRRR!
    coz they didn't have a mischievious mind like mine
    and partly coz they didn't want to find trouble with the majority
    =__________________=

    i was expecting someone to wear red also....
    too bad~
    if he had worn red......

    after the exam...which was 25 mins -.-"'
    they had a Student Council election
    all I can say that
    it's just like old days
    Everything pre-planned =)
    I didn't bother to vote
    Didn't know those people elected
    or their capabilities either
    What's the point of voting when you MAY vote the wrong people
    To me, voting is like putting your trust in someone
    in the treasurer's case...your MONEY!
    the girl seemed responsible..so I'm fine with it =)
    the most important person in a committee is the Treasurer
    no financial approval...no projects
    so good luck to the Miss Treasurer...
    make sure my money doesn't go missing


    6:19 PM



    Tomorrow...MATHS TEST!!!
    some 'MAJORITY' from the other classes wants our class to comply and wear BLUE
    WTFFFFF we don't even talk...don't even socialize with those freaks who decided for the 80 people in our programme to wear BLUE for our Maths Test.

    I'm NOT going to wear blue tomorrow..as much as i love the colour
    these people just spoil the fun of my favourite colour

    and calling the people in my class SESAT??!
    WTFFF...
    just because we don't follow others blindly...doesn't mean we're lost!
    We ARE finding our own way..OURSELVES!
    I'm fine with the group of them wearing blue.
    But dictating what others are supposed to wear is going OVERBOARD!


    FYI...I AM WEARING RED!!!! BRIGHT RED!!!!
    I don't care what you people say
    and
    I don't hate them for this clothes nonsense...OTHER THINGS play a more prominent part in my dislike

    *rebelliousnyaaa XD*


    1:04 AM



    RULES:
    1. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc. on shuffle.
    2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
    3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS
    .4. Tag some friends.
    5. Everyone tagged has to do the same thing.
    6. Have Fun!

    IF SOMEONE SAYS 'ARE YOU OKAY' YOU Say
    Purple Line *wakakaka*


    HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF?
    Way To Go (Himnae) *yeah yeah!*

    WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
    Ask For Forgiveness *wah~ true leh...a guy that cn apologize is a true man =)*

    HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?

    Only Love *HELL NO!*

    WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
    LaLaLa *singing?? XD*

    WHAT'S YOUR MOTTO?
    I'm Here! *macamlah org tak tau =.=*


    WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
    Anybody *boohooo!*


    WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
    My Girlfriend *wahahahhaha~ crap man!*

    THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
    Destiny *sooo deep >.<*

    WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?

    Vanilla Love *oooh~ nice XD*

    WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY? V.I.P *wah liao~*

    WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?

    Marry U *oh my~~~*

    WHAT DO YOU THINK THE PERSON YOU LIKE??

    Beautiful Life <3

    WHAT WOULD THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?

    Traveling *into the underworld XD*

    WHAT WOULD THEY PLAY AT YOUR WEDDING?

    Make Love *O.O*

    WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST??
    One Love =.=

    WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR??
    No Air *TRUE TRUE!*

    WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET??
    River Flows In You *???*

    WHAT DO YOU WANT RIGHT NOW??
    Haptic Motion *I WANT THE PHONE!!!!only sold in South Korea*

    WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS??
    Nobody *aiyoh~ devastating!*

    WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS??
    I Miss You *awwwwwwww*

    I TAG:

    • Janice
    • Jo Rene
    • Jeremy
    • Carmen
    • Chin Teng Yee
    ~today's songs quite true leh...WMP knows me well T___T~


    12:30 AM


    Sunday, February 15, 2009

    Day breaks
    I took one last look at you
    Sleeping comfortably
    A light breeze blows in
    Pouting your lips
    Pulling the blanket
    Over your head
    In irritation
    Nothing should interrupt my sleep, you think
    Tension and stress
    Made me want to go away
    Early as possible
    Never turning back
    The end

    emo-nya XD


    2:41 PM


    Friday, February 13, 2009

    i'm too bored to the extent that the sight of cup noodles excites me

    maybe i'll go for a swim later
    bad thing is i'll get dark again =____=""
    good thing is it'll turn my fat back to muscles =D

    MSN is totally hating on me
    I haven't been able to sign in since yesterday night

    in my boredom, i painted my finger nail purple
    yeah...that got me excited for a while
    before the boredom came back

    eventhough there's so many people joking around me
    i still feel BORED!
    i may seem excited
    but deep inside..I'm actually sighing...in boredom

    can't wait to be back in BM
    for that 1 week long March holiday
    i need to continue my eating spree there
    the last time i was back, i didn't get to eat laksa and pek kong teng wan tan mee
    I MISS THEM BADLY!



    photo credits to: travelpenang.com & cherylho.net


    4:25 PM


    Thursday, February 12, 2009

    i've been sighing like nobody's business today

    reason 1 : the accounting test.... T___T

    my accounts couldn't balance until the last 15 minutes
    my heart was BANGING away
    OH GOD!
    soooo damn tension
    and i read 1 question wrongly
    celaka man!
    the exam room was another thing
    i was already feeling hella cold
    when jejak kaki in there time.....felt like i was going into a fridge
    tambahan pula, next fri i'm going in again >.<
    this time for MATHS
    i must remember to bring my jacket then

    reason 2 : X

    reason 3 : I've been having this want-to-vomit feeling all day
    my stomach soooooo queasy >.<
    could it be because of that test?? dunno lerr~
    it's better now though


    6:41 PM


    Wednesday, February 11, 2009

    aigoo~
    i'm supposed to be studying for the accounting test 2moro
    but tarak mood la~~~~
    kena laziness attack again >.<
    kinda feeling insecure about 2moro
    what if kenot do finish??
    what if i crap and my crapping din kena target??
    aiyoyoyoyo~
    stress-nya D=<

    wish me luck 2moro T_____T

    let's all hope i dun die


    11:37 PM


    Monday, February 9, 2009

    The Children Of Hurin by JRR Tolkien

    I think I'll re-read it again soon
    So addictive
    The magical land of fantasy just attracts
    especially when elves are involved
    I won't reveal anything of it's contents
    Coz it will spoil the excitement of reading

    Boys Over Flowers

    It's a Korean drama *i know i know...I watch too much K-dramas*
    Adaptation of Hana Yori Dango (Meteor Garden is based on this manga too)
    I swore that I would not watch it
    But curiousity overwhelmes me
    So I've decided to watch...and now....I can't stop!!!
    I wake up earlier in mornings
    coz the Internet connection is faster
    so that my drama is quicker to load
    I'm liking it better than the Japanese version of Hana Yori Dango
    The guys in here look cool unlike the Jap one that looks a little too sleazy for my taste
    and they're more human looking
    If only Zai Zai could be in the Korean one....it would be perfect
    He carried the cool, untouchable character so well
    Not that I bear a grudge against HyunJoong...he's doing great
    But he doesn't do that aloof look too well
    He's cool but kind looking
    Zai Zai had that "I don't care if you die" look
    Jan Di is less hateful than San Chai despite what other people say
    She's more realistic...San Chai was irritating..she made me hate her character
    Jan Di is funny and cute at the same time...kinda reminds me of someone XD

    David Archuletta's Crush

    I know it's been out for sometime already
    But I've only just got into it now
    It's on repeat on my mp4 and my WMP
    Just downloaded the music sheet
    I'm gonna try and master playing it by the next two weeks <3 *******************************************************************

    For Janice's sake

    Hey people!!! Please visit Janice's blog and click on her dragon egg
    Make sure to do it at least 5 times per visit
    The more you guys click, the faster it will hatch
    Then we can see the dragon that pops out XD
    Thank you!!!!


    2:10 PM


    Friday, February 6, 2009

    just finished watching a Korean movie with my housemate
    title is The 11th Mom
    i cried so many times la~~ T__________T

    it's about a small boy who has an abusive father
    one day, he brings home a sick prostitute
    she was pale and had liver problems
    the boy hated her like he hated the other women that his father brought home every season
    he could not settle with the fact that she would be his new mom
    she often stole his food and went through his stuff for his food vouchers
    they often fought
    the boy goes to school and gets beaten up by some rude classmates
    he goes home to find her with a syringe
    he threw her syringe away because he thought she was a junkie
    turns out she's diabetic
    so he ran to the store to get her some chocolate
    that's the beginning of their friendship.....
    she protected him when his drunk, gambler father came home looking for money
    in return, he treated her better
    still he never called her "Mom"

    she began to feel pain in her abdomen after a few weeks
    she went to the hospital for a check up
    she got diagnosed with liver cancer
    with only a couple of weeks left to live
    she decided to leave the boy
    so that she would not hurt him anymore
    the poor kid thought that she was acting like those women before her
    he was damn pissed off

    his teacher at school was inviting the students' mothers to attend a class party
    he gave the reason that his mother had to work
    the teacher called her instead
    she was living in a welfare home
    she pondered and pondered whether to go or not
    he was sitting in class
    alone...drawing while other kids were enjoying the performances
    with their moms
    suddenly, the door opens
    she walked in
    dressed decently
    he got angry at her after school ended
    he began shouting that she had left him...so why did she come back?
    she began walking away
    then he shouted, "Mother, don't go!!! Don't go!!!" *i cried at this part T_________T*

    she stopped when she heard the word 'mother'
    and ran to hug him
    she moved back into their house
    they had happy days together
    he used his money to buy medicine for her
    hoping that she would get better
    when he wasn't there, she called and ordered a new storybook for him
    she even bought him new clothes
    as presents for his birthday that she may not witness
    their happiness was interrupted by the abusive father
    he had sold her to a pimp
    he instructed the boy to pack her belongings and await his return

    while the boy was at the store
    she opened the door for the perverted neighbour
    she offered him her body but on one condition...he would protect the boy if his father hit him
    the gutless man refused and walked out
    the evil father came home and started banging the door
    the neighbour suddenly found his balls
    and began scolding the useless father
    they ended up fighting
    the neighbour's old mother called the police
    they arrested both of them
    but let the neighbour go
    the father was wanted for fraud
    so he ended up in jail

    the boy came home
    not knowing what had happened
    he asks his mother to pack and leave before his father came home
    she started vomiting in the bathroom
    her cancer was spreading
    that night...she lay beside him in bed
    in pain from the poisonous tumour *i cried here too T_____T*

    the next morning
    the boy had cooked breakfast
    he piled up extra rice for his mother
    he sang to wake her up
    she lay still
    he became agitated
    he shook and shook her
    still she did not move
    he finally realized that she had moved on *criesss~~ T____T*

    a month later
    a parcel arrived at their house
    he opened it to find the book she had ordered
    a little note on the inside said
    "Happy birthday, son. By the time you read this, I would be gone. I know this book cannot replace the one your mother gave you but please accept it. There are a few clothes for you in the lowest drawer. From, your mother." *bawlssss T________T*

    he visits his father at prison
    his father looked like a better person now
    his father asks him, "How's school?"
    "I'm doing well. Thanks to mom."
    "You like her that much eh?"
    "Yes. She's my real mother."
    the father smiles and goes back into his cell

    on his way home, the spring blossoms were falling
    the boy was at peace now
    no longer angry at the world
    ~The End~

    i know i know
    some people will say that it's damn typical
    but...I'm a sucker for movies with touching moments especially family-related
    especially between father/mother and child
    so...don't watch movies like these with me
    if you can't stand people that cry for movies


    9:37 PM



    i'm enjoying all my classes
    except
    MORAL STUDIES!!!!!!
    grrr~ eventhough it's Unimportant
    but still... i overheard one guy saying he's repeating it
    coz he failed last year
    scarryyyy la!
    I dunwanna repeat it again!

    anyways~ i'm beginning to feel bored again
    i was bored with BM
    now i'm bored with sunway
    PLS have some exciting activities come my way
    please~~~~~~
    so my last hope is that carnival day for the underprivileged kids
    hopefully *shiny eyes* it will be a day of laughter and excitement
    and also cute cute kids XD

    random ;)
    it's been a long time
    since i sat by the swimming pool
    at night
    want to see the guitar-wielding fellow again
    i'm jealous of his guitar skills
    I want to learn to play an acoustic guitar!!
    like my Jonghunnie <3
    miss him so much!
    it's been one year~








    10:37 AM


    Wednesday, February 4, 2009

    there are some things people take to heart too easily
    sensitive much??
    and it's pisses me off
    if someone says something bad about you
    just let it go
    if it's true, keep it in your heart
    if it's false, why care?
    caring is sharing how stupid and ignorant you actually are
    NINCOMPOOP! *dunno what it means? look it up in the dictionary*

    if someone says u're ugly...you're not the only one
    if someone say's u're stupid...so what?
    if someone say's u're a bitch...there are bitchier ppl around anyway

    so pls take everything with a pinch of salt
    it's useless getting all sensitive over a couple of words
    which mean nothing in the rudeness department

    if you wanna act mature, please...
    just ignore stupid things
    rise above the mad things people say
    it'll actually get you somewhere
    and make you more independent
    and less gullible and silly

    it is effing irritating to see these kinds of nonsenses flying around
    makes my blog surfing a torture...
    so i'm definitely gonna quit doing it already

    one word: LAME!!!! (whether this is offending or not...it's up to you to decide)


    12:48 AM