I'm Sorry I Didn't Realize You Changed So Much

I Assumed You'd Still Be The Same Person You Were

I Messed Up

Our Timing Sucked

Okay...

It's Time To Blink And Move On

♥ 11:34 PM

I miss those days~


The fun of entering tournaments
Making new friends
Learning so many new things
Fooling around during training
Helping juniors
Training and guiding them for their very first tournaments



Makes me wanna go back so much

But I can't do the split anymore xD

At least I can still kick, jab, uppercut and all thaaaaat

*cackles*

♥ 11:45 PM

As we get older...the world gets larger
Extending beyond the gates of your house
To the kindergarten gates...
School gates...
University gates...
And then your office gates

The thing we see get more as well
Good things
Bad things
Things we couldn't see as children

But when you were a child,
Everything was so uncomplicated
Everything could be so easily solved
Everything could be so easily said.


When you grow up,
You need to think of the consequences
The effects
How people would feel
How they felt

As a child,
You walked around holding your parents' hands
Toddling with them
Following their journey


When you grow up,
You need to be the one guiding them
Piloting your own life
Going on your own journey

You don't see your family that often anymore
Instead, you see strangers' faces everyday
The bus conductor...Your boss...Your supervisor
People who may not be as genuine as you think

You'd miss the taste of the home cooked porridge
When you're down with a fever
And the hand that goes to your forehead
To get that temperature


But you won't admit that
Because they raised you to be strong
To survive in this reality
And to be as successful as you can be

A day off to go home
Would be a gift for your sore soul
Home would renew your energy
And show you why you were put on this Earth

♥ 2:04 PM