All this while I never understood when others told me of heartbreak
But now
I can fully understand it
The feeling of being forsaken by the person you trust and love the most
is one feeling that I hope no one would have to go through
No other person in this world, bad or good, deserves to feel this way
It feels like someone's putting heavy chains around your heart
Squeezing it until it feels like it's going to burst
You can't seem to breathe either
Every breath gets stuck in your throat
Like you're sucking on a straw with no hollow within
Your eyes turns red and overflows
Your head becomes heavier by the second
and your lips can't seem to stop quivering
Your voice wavers uncontrollably
It seems like you're going to die
Your world doesn't seem so right anymore
Everything up til now seems like a distant past
or even a dream that ended when you awoke
Nothing looks as easy anymore
You don't want to talk to anyone
Don't want to go anywhere
Your mind keeps bringing in negative thoughts
that you cannot fight off
But you pull yourself together
Because you can hide forever
Happiness comes to those who pursue itnot to those who covet it
If I had known this would happen, I wouldn't have left
No matter what...I wouldn't have left