Why am I crying?
Is it because of that feeling of guilt wrecking at my conscience?
Or is it that feeling that everything is too late now?
I can't change anything that has happened
I regret my actions
But I know....I'm too late
I was too wrapped up being selfish...I didn't see that you were suffering
From the same thing that took my two grandmothers away from me
I assumed you were okay
Now I know..I made an ass out of myself
As I type this out..I realize...I don't even know your maiden name
After knowing you my whole life, I don't even now your name...
Yet you still remember mine...
God am I useless...
I hope you're in a better place...where there's no ungrateful people like me...
Where you'll always smile...
Where you'll never have to work hard for another day of your life...
Because you deserve it
I love You
RIP
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♥ 9:49 PM