Do you think of me when I think of you?
Does a little something remind you of those times?
Would you choose the past over the present?
Would a different choice change the outcome?
Or was it an eventual result?
What if the timing matched better?
What if the distance wasn't so great?
What if fate lent a hand?
What if destiny proved it true?
So many questions running in my mind
The choices I've made
The regrets I have
The sorrow and heartbreak I've felt
The anger that was fast forgotten
The disappointment that still lingers
The loneliness that shadows my laughter
The happiness that seems shortlived
The unimportant, selfish purpose I live by
Every year I tell myself that I'll forget because something better will come my way
But this year, I finally realized, it is already embedded in my heart, thoughts and soul.
So I'll try to embrace it and to continue life without any pangs of regret anymore.
Let's no longer dwell in the past now, alright?
The times have changed, people have changed,
So I shouldn't be so static to change anymore.
I'll bury this deep inside. I'll be better. I'll give someone else a chance. I'll stop going back again and again. I'll stop this stupid loyalty. I'll control my heart. I'll grow up. I'll forget.